My life is bizarre. I regularly restrain kids who are always staffed 1:1 and one of my best friends is complaining to me about holds and being put on 1:1 in the same way the kids talk about it. I feel sad for both and I’ve been in their places, felt what they’re feeling, but I also know keeping them safe is paramount. Strange feelings.
For some unexplainable reason, I want to self-injure now.