I want to cut because I earned a 97% on my 4th graduate school test. I also earned a 97% on the last one. I got 100s on the first two exams.
I realized “wanting to cut” is not an emotion.
I guess I feel… disappointed with the grade and disappointed in myself. I’m mad at myself; I procrastinated horribly the past 2 weeks. I know I can do better. I think I’m also upset because if I was smart enough, I wouldn’t have to study more than the day of the test.